“The man happened to be next to me on the right, and I took his head on my knees to give him relief in breathing: so he died. We were all naked, but thereafter I wore his blood for clothing, on my legs and thighs and hands: a dry, stiff, brown garment with no warmth in it.” p. 168
today, i recall having an interesting discussion about this quote in class. there was a classmate who shared his thoughts about how he thought genly ai killed this man to put him out or his misery, a ‘mercy killing’. he also said that genly ‘wore his blood for clothing’, symbolizing his guilt for killing him. i dont think he is wearing the dead man’s blood as clothes, literally, but i do think he is wearing it figuratively. as the classmate said, he is guilty of killing him, and the blood is the burden he has to put on his shoulders, as if it were clothes. i don’t understand why he would feel so guilty though, because he was doing it out of compassion, and understanding. he did not want to see this man suffer any more than he already has, being beaten, and bleeding to death. he couldn’t even breathe! o.O he killed the man for his own good, so he won’t be in pain and basically, die a slow death. i don’t think genly should feel the need to carry this ‘burden’ on his shoulders.